This has been a great deal of my work today. Double, and triple checking. Going through my simulation has been long and tedious, but in some ways the progress made there is very rewarding. It's being able to see the clear advancement forward, and the future in it, planning ahead, and feeling in control. Honestly, it's a great deal of fun. It's also exhausting and at times frustrating and infuriating. Finding something you've done wrong and being forced to redo a great portion of your work? Ugh. It's a massive pain in the ass. The reward for getting it right is pretty great, but...
It sort of makes me wonder if this kind of job would work well for me. What if I had focused in accounting instead? It might not allow my creative side, which could have infuriated me. But on the other hand, I know it's still a thinking game when you take it beyond simple book keeping. So slow progress, but... is it sure?
There's a log going on, and I can't seem to figure out if I feel great confidence... or uncertainty about this.
Despite that, it's fun. And I suppose... that's what counts?
This blog took me too long to write. I suppose I spent too much time looking for something else to write about, in a day that's been fairly consumed by one thing. x.x
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