Thursday, March 10, 2011

Le Sigh Part II

There probably isn't a part one in so far as title. There are probably too many parts in so far as focus.

Kitty is still gone. I could start counting days again, but it's over a month right now so I'm mostly just missing her a bit. Today was productive up until the hour I just spent sitting about being distractable and lost in thought since I started this. Probably more than. So while I think I'm getting past the depression of the sudden separation mostly well, it's obviously weighing on my mind a little. However, I seem to be ahead of schedule on my work thus far. Not as much as could be/I would like to be, but then, I'd like to be done and that never quite happens.

Not except nearish the end anyway, but it usually leaves just enough time for Kitty-time.

That's been helping me today. A few things I'm annoyed had to be put off, however, because of it I just looked at things today and said "you know what, I'll start working on this little project". Something I've had in mind but never really made an effort to start. And now that it's in the process, I'm rushing to get it done.

I don't blame Tabi for missing her class, and know she was really trying to make it. It really does suck that she missed the thing that was the reason for why she left on Wednesday morning instead of Thursday- or late Wednesday night. Frustrating and depressing at first, very much so.

But in the end it's just unfortunate, and I mostly care that it has her down.

So for now... I'm trying to see how much I can work on this project at once without my ADD killing me. So far I got over an hour all at once crammed in, almost two I think. Maybe a little over. I think it is time for a break from it and writing now, but I really am hoping to have it done for her ASAP. It'll be fun to show off, and I can't think of a better time than now.

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