Today was a pretty good day. I felt rather tired much of it, but, I got to spend time with Tabi, and while it was short... I felt like it was good? I dunno how to say it. Despite that it was very short and I do want more, I greatly enjoyed the time we got. I don't know how or why, but it felt very natural and fun.

After that I saw the counselor. And Tabi wanted to know what we talk about, so I figured I'd put it here; today we mostly talked about the trip and how it seemed like she and my folks got along. I mostly talked a lot and she nodded today, which I'm not nearly so fond of. She's a good listener, but while I can babble it's not really as relieving to listen or speak as it is to... converse. I dunno, there is a line of separation somewhere in there. But while I did a lot of thinking during that, I didn't really get any answers that way. Mostly just got a bit off my chest and left me with a warm fuzzy as the last thing I discussed was Tabi. I got some texts off to her after, but unfortunately I had a second meeting. She was gone when I got back.

That's the sort of thing that makes for sad Fishy.

But I more felt... curious about things and looking forward to her coming back than anything. I wish I wasn't so exhausted now so I could stay up all night to be bubbly and excited with her. However, no sleep for the Fishy until the Kitty comes home.


One interesting thought from the therapist. I'm going to start keeping a chart, tomorrow hopefully, to get a general idea of when my brain seems to be functioning at peak performance and at my most productive, and when it's not. We're trying to figure out if it's simply a natural rhythm going on that I can observe and work with, or what other factors it might be. It's an interesting thought.

Also should be getting a new phone tomorrow. I'll be going to the shop then and asking about everything regarding switching phones. Not positive I'll be able to get a new one then and there, but it's the main objective. Gonna have to withdraw more money to have readied just in case. x.x