Countdown

Eight sleeps.

I think it's about to hit me.

It's starting to seem real today, enough to be a little distracting (which means I'm gonna need to set myself up with some real study practices and be ready to lock myself up and buckle down with music and whatever it takes to keep my eyes on the books) which probably means that tomorrow has a good chance of being the day.

The expect-massive bouncing, wiggling, and jumping. Plus laughing. That kind of hitting me. I'm a little intimidated about going for round two with the space monsters, even after my tutorial on how to take them down today. And there will be work to do, but mostly I'm excited. How can I not look forward to it? Wiggling giggling madness.

Which means I have one other job to do.

I need to buckle down on myself tomorrow and start meditating some on just how I'm going to keep my head about me and keep working the dom-fishy into instinct while in this kind of child-like excitement. It's getting better. It's not exactly second nature right now, but I can feel it starting to make a difference and come easier and easier. The main problem with it seems to come when I can't make myself think. If I can, it works great, ESPECIALLY when I'm up in arms with a bit of a bad mood or feeling.... let's say "hungry". These headaches that seem more of a loss of ability to collect a concentrated or material thought seem to be the bane of me though, above and beyond actual head pains.

I'll need to figure out what to do about them in general. And maybe working dom-fishy to work even during them is the way to go about it.