I'm a little concerned about these today.
See, I had breakfast this morning. Not huge, but some. And after that, I eventually went out for lunch while doing my things after class, but when I got there I felt disinterested. I got a side of fries instead of a meal and ate just those. I didn't finish the entire thing. A good amount, most, but not the whole thing. Which should have left me starving since lunch is always the mealtime I seem to have my most exaggerated appetite during (assuming I'm awake early enough for it to seem like lunch, and today it did). Instead I felt kinda unconcerned and figured I'd make up for it around dinner. After all, that would save me money off my card and I could eat some good food from a less standard-fair selection.
I've been waiting on that urge to go eat, and now that it's 8 I'm concerned, and wondering if this is what it's like for Tabi those times when she doesn't eat.
It's not that I feel sick to my stomach, or even not hungry enough to want to go out to eat. I don't feel stuffed or bloated, or anything associated with killing the urge to eat. Just not hungry. Otherwise to day I don't feel any real signs of illness or depression. I've felt quite interested in things today and I've gotten a bunch of my work done. I simply... feel neutral in my stomach and without a need to go out and eat. I should anyway, but there is absolutely zero desire there and I can't figure out how to assure myself that if I got food I'd be able to bring myself to eat all of it. Hell, I'd eat her dishes at the moment because the taste on them is a treat. But the cafe has nothing I can't get any old day here, and even the buffalo chicken wraps aren't appealing to me. The only thing I'd trust in the least is fries with cheese and bacon, if only my school's cafe didn't butcher those so badly that I really haven't an interest in them either.
So...
Is this a problem? Is it only an issue if it goes on for more than one day?
I'm not sure what to think.
Usually, hunger is an appropriately large part of my day. Hnnn...
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